Today I do not know

Today I do not know
feeling like to pull your leg
Today I do not know
feeling like to tell into your ear
Today I do not know
feeling like to remove my fear
Today I do not know
feeling like to weep and weep
Today I do not know
feeling like to smile awhile
Today I do not know
feeling like to jump from cliff
Today I do not know
feeling like to get lapped in lap
Today I do not know 
feeling like to fly with you
Today I do not know
feeling like to do the romance
Today I do not know
feeling like to get loved
Today I do not know
feeling like to mearge and mearge
Today I do not know
feeling like to swim and swim
Today I do not know
feeling like to fly in high
Today I do not know
feeling like to hug and merge
Today I do not know
feeliing like not to feel grown up
Today I do not know
feeling like to feel like young
Today I do not know
feeling like to feel as yours
Today I do not know
feeling like to see in doe eyes
Today I do not know
feeling like to smile with your smile
Today I do not know
feeling like to lend me your ear
Today I do not know
feeling like to hear from your mouth

But all of sudden my feelings go away
cause chats have been blocked
casue calls have been abondoned
casue talks have been misunderstood
thinking that my feelings gets faded away
and then see my miserable life

But Whenever I feel myself
I get lost into myself
A feel comes of "where I am"
I just feel the Life
Thereafter I feel
How could be this Life with you
And from there
My Life starts with you
It has gone upto the space
It has lost into the ocean
It has climbed upto the Mountain
It has jumped from the cliff
It has taken into the lap
It has flown into the sky
It has swam alongwith you
It has moved upto the heaven
It has crossed smoothly manytimes the hell
It has felt LIVE rather than just living
And always think..what is Life..what is Life